life doesn't go according to plan. this is indeed so true. in life, we have to learn to deal with many different kinds of people. as we grow older, year by year, it gets tougher. it makes life really really tough. especially with the kind of society that we have these days. sighs.. you have to be wary of what you say. everywhere out there, everyone can be your friend, everyone can be your enemy. you may never know how people can just backstab you overnight. always expect the unexpected. my favourite phrase. my mum always tell me, blood is thicker than water. your friend may seem like a piece of treasure to you. ultimately, when you are really in need, when you meet with a problem, who are the ones who will stand by you through thick and thin? maybe no one will understand this until they experienced it themselves. no one out there in the world that you can trust. especially in the working society, the only person you can probably trust in your life is yourself. no one else.

as a leader. you must know how to cope and handle with various situations. think of the best for everyone and ensure that everyone is happy. it isn't possible to suit to everyone's liking, but i try my best to accomodate to everyone's suggestions and ideas. open to ideas and discussions. with more opinions, things might be easier. on the other hand, with more opinions, ideas might clash. nothing is so simple in this world. you will never get what you want easily. you will only deserve it when you work hard for it. you reap what you sow. yes.

so much random thoughts in me. life really gets complicated. i just wanna isolate myself and think about nothing now. i want to be in my own world. - do not disturb -

its time to say this. now, bugger off people.